the baffled king composing hallelujah

greetings from ivan's laptop. so i've recently discovered a very eerie fact that's gotta do with a related one and a friend. if it is what i think it is, then EWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh god, i don't think i can afford much therapy with my kinda allowance. gods of love please tell me i've deceived myself as i've been doing many times before. (shudders*).